Today, has been one of the worst days of my life.. Literally. I really messed up my life today. I hurt someone that means alot to me. Managed to break my own heart in the process. And also, made the future with the said person non-existant. All in the matter of one day. I apologised to (Let’s name said person) ‘A’ with the most heartfelt apology ever, my heart, soul and tears went into that, and I just got shrugged off. I have no idea I hurt ‘A’ that bad to be honest. I feel so guilty for it, so so guilty. I wish there was something… Anything I could do to make it upto ‘A’. But, unfortunatley, there is not.

Now, I’ve not blogged in a while.. I need to get back into this again. I promise more blogs for the future and whatnot.

But for now.

Ricky, signing out!